to a friend.. if u happen to chance upon my blog...
it pains me to see you suffering..
it hurts me to see you sad. but what can i do to take away the hurt and pain when i'm so far away. it is not within my ability because only the cause of your pain can make it better. how ironic.. but i guess that's what you'd call love...
saying you miss him juz a moment ago but professing to hate someone you once loved a while later. perhaps it's self denial.. perhaps it's trying to convince yourself.. isnt there a saying that hate is a form of love? at least when you hate, you show that you still care. i think perhaps the worse thing is indifference. so why do u still waste time and energy thinking of n hating the very person who treat you with indifference? i really wished i cld help.. but it's not my place to interfere.
i can only hope.. and pray.. that someday you'll get over him and let go of the past.. do not hate him.. because the only person you're hurting is yourself.. when you hold on to all the hurts, bitterness and hatred...
take care... juz call if u need to talk.. *hugz*
